270809;

hai im here again....

todae is so much lyk normal dae ....

i failed SEQ ppr bt did well in SBQ ...

mt i was slacking wit syayie walking ard skul..

dn amaths mustaffa nvr cum so again slack ...

so basically todae is one of my slack dae ...

poa miracly , i undstnd sumhow the lesson ..

hhahah....

actualli i was hurt by sum PEOPLE ..

why in dis world , thr r ppl hu juz sae wadeva they lyk witout tinkin abt other ppl???

dun they noe dat others have feelings??

dun they noe wad they sae or do mite hurt the person ??

n in dis case , the person is me???

i ignored bt how long cn i fake a smile ???

evrydae of my lyf ???

idk la ...

sadly dat PEOPLE juz enjoy hurting me juz bcos i kept my bloody mouth shut ...

haiz ...

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260809;

haiz...
wad to sae ,
my lyf hasowaes been fuck up . .
yesterdae i kena scolding bcos of notink ...
it is nt even my fault ..
my dad was scolding me lyk craziee ..
my mom 'jdi batu api' ..
cibai u noe ..
den wen my dad go she...
u deserve it ..
i den cried uncontrollably ..
i've gt no mom ..
den dat is how she treated me ???
i realli miss my dead mom ..
guess she love me more...
i dun realli rmbr much bout her cos i wasn't dat close to her
im closer to my dad bt nw,
evrytink is diff ...
im no one in my own family ..
haish ..
i realli am so fed up wit lyf ...
i felt ive gt no mom or dad who realli understand me....
kaela dats all :(

O lEVEL ResuLT")

190809;

the dae i got my malay o level result..

my result:A1...")

im so prud of miesleff...

hee...

nola actualli its miracle i dunnoe how i got it...

i dun deserve it...

cos' i slept tao...

ahahahahha....

i got gd marks bt...

my mom tk layan gtu...

i was hurt sumhow...

bt nemind...

in skul gt ppl tk hapie wit me...

i noe the prson is nt hapie bt pls...

dis is part n parcel of lyf...

u wont b owaes on th e top...

n pls dun hve to b sarcastic to me... i have feelins la seii...

OMG!!!!!!!

My secret is revealed.....

lots of ppl noe...

n shockingly sumone dat nt suppose to noe oso noe...

i juz scared dis will leaked to the guy hymself...

whr muz i hide my face??

how am i to face hym???

wad if he confront me???

im dead...

help...!!!

there r juz backstabbers bhind me...

im so hurt...

bt how they noe??

those ppl....

haiz...

familiku;

im so fed up wit mie famili....

we are nt lyk famili seii...

my stepmom arent toking to me...

i noe she hate me....

mepek uh....

my daddie... 

i love hym most...

")")")

bt pls uh ppl dat is blackmagicking hym...

stop it...

if he die i have no one....

:(

my brother,, owaes finding fault wit me... haiz...

kaeladats abt all....

stop 4 todae...

im CruShed