had a big fight w rabani again !! tears stop pls !!
haiz .. tis is wad hapen at fb ...
Muhammad Rabani sigh...idk how to put it..
Miz EmmaLine put it how ? ban its juz as simple as talking . lau kte avoid each othr , smpi bler2 pon i wont nioe wad is the real thing . hmm syidah said she talked to u . im didnt noe bout it till she tell me . ban pls !! anw even bdk npcc sec 3 ask me abt us kae . see hw obvious it has become . :(
.Muhammad Rabani i know..bcoz i really love u tat i must try not to talk to u alrd...
Miz EmmaLine love ? well nvr noe lak u love smeone so u hve to avoid her .. :( nvr thot of hw i felt dun u ? so tat is wad u kol love ?
Muhammad Rabani sigh...
Miz EmmaLine ban !!! pls dun do tis sigh thing !! we cannot foreva avoid each othr . well i noe u r upset w me . but i cant promise u antink wad . if u really do love me dn u will not do tis to me . n if u really do u mite wan wait fr me . its not i expect u too . but .... haiz i dunno . u wont undstand wont u ....
.Muhammad Rabani wait??SIGH...
Miz EmmaLine den dun wait la !!! ban !!! urgh !!! idk wad is happening btwn us !! haiz !! im so upset w u :'(
.Muhammad Rabani sigh...good lor...k lor..i impatience..happy??so,hate me now??
.Muhammad Rabani anw,wanna continue chat,msg me...i gtg
Miz EmmaLine ape yg impatience ??!!!! i didnt say i hate u !! u r the one hating tis frenshp !!!
.Muhammad Rabani sigh.....
Muhammad Rabani u win,u can chat with me if u want to from tmr onwards...
Miz EmmaLine u treat me lyk tis ?? wad am i sia to u ??? so nw i am given the permission to talk w u ??? so wad i shud be saying ok ??? wads w the pretence tat we will soon face kan ....
Muhammad Rabani kk...chat with me at msg now..i tell u everything...
dn all tat ends in mcges ! whr tmrw i hve to strt the conversation !! wth !! haiz nvm la .. i will juz do it . tired of fighting i suppose ! :"(
kaela bye ..
miee♥♥

Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
unfair to be a step daughter :'(
i have practically grown up w stepmothers(2 of them) for the part 11 years .
if only mum is still alive , im sure i will b a much mre hapier :)
well , ystdae mama nag at me .
fr not cooking !
haiz . i am tired mah . n furthermre b4 she comes back thrs notink except cabbage .
dun expect me to cook smtg so vegie mah .-.-
well , i noe tat im not the bez daughter uhs . i have my flaws .
ya , i agree i tend to be a lazy bitch at times but smtms i am realli tired of trying to mke
tis family works. :(
u claim tat i nvr respected u n nvr eva undstand the fact the u r the only sole-bread winner .
im sori tat u hve to do the earnin of money .
well , if u r nt hapie ,
dn its btwn u my dad.
smtms ,
thr r things btwn husband n wife cant b share w daughter dear mum .
i may b lostening but im certainly dun lyk the way u talk bad bout dad to me .
n i certainly dislyk the idea of u tellin othr ppl bout dad -.-
hmm .
well smtms i yearned a hug frm sumne kol MUM!
i hvnt had it fr years :(
u may b a stepmum but u marry my dad so u r my mum .
hve u eva asked me ,
hve u eaten ?
hws skul ?
so do u hve any probs ?
or even a simple hw r u?
-.-
hve u eva compliment ,
the way i dress ?
the way i look?
NO !!!
dn wad kind of mum r u ?
i noe u r much mre better dn tat abusive mum ; umie .
but u r the same as her .
both of u didnt love me .
juz bcos im ur stepdaughter :(
hmm . :'(
ibu knape ibu tingalkn akak ? :'(
u didnt love me dun u ?
bcos of u i nvr felt the love frm a mum .
i realli yearned to b hug n kiss by u mum !
altho i now u prefer mamat dn me .
but i still love u .
pls b hapie wereva u r .
GOD pls put her by ur side cos ilove her dearly :(
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